I literally work hard until today.
I was responsible for a event in my job and
It was really good exerience to get involved in
the activities.
I just wake up, and preapare myself,
take a piece of chocolate as a breakfast, rush to catch a
train and working, somwtimes forget lunch,
and work again, then go back to my place
and take shower, no time to think of anything,
immidiatelly go to bed.
and weekend, hunging out with friends until past three o'clock,
sleep 4 hours, and again I meet my friend to spend 3 hours
in karaoke from the morning, and meeting other friends at
a kind of bar.
I could spare the time to make landry and hung them on the
hungers or anywhere else, but couldn't have a time to
take them and hold them to place inside of the shelf.
it seems the dried up landries is a cartin near the window.
Ok, I'll work on it soon.
That was my life in this 2 week.
If you are concentrated on one thing,
you can use your energy fully for it.
I decided not to think something deeply,
My behaviour these days made a provement that
moving one's body is the best solution.
Then, What's next?
I need something which I can concentrated on.
Oh, I have forgoten to study on MCA.
which is executed only in Japan. Something related
to Microsoft certification.
I need to know more about platform and application
to improve my performance.
I should take at least one certification
within this year. what else?
maybe one more language I can start to learn.
and I want to lose my weight by 3kg.
need to take a time to run as well.
so I have a lot of things to do again,
Time should pass quickly, please.
I will do my best to enjoy my life time as much as I can
but still I wish time flys soon.
I could work with many kind of people,
different nationality different section of business, etc.
What I was happy is a executive told me
that my english is good. ok, To tell the truth,
he is Japanese;)
But I hope it was a result of listening to podcast
of Business English for 5-10 minuites every weekday
in the train.
2008年11月13日木曜日
2008年11月3日月曜日
think less
It's difficult to tell you What I did in this weekend cause
I did lot of thing. no time to think deeply something,
I just do what I want to do and have to do.
Think deeply is one of my charactaristic point and
sometimes it seems too much.
I try to avoid thinking too much this week.
I had a short trip with friends to Izu, where is one of the famous
place to go within 1 days from Tokyo.
There are many hot spas there and the spa we went this time
was exactly facing to the ocean even I was worried that
someone in the seashore could see us with a telescope.
But actually it was really nice to be in the hot spa
with the view of the big ocean. it gave us the thinking
that the existance of people is really a part of a planet
and what I was confused is only a small tiny thing so that
it doesn't make a sence to crying over something.
Next day, I went to good cafes and karaoke with friends.
The cafe served us unique food and it satysfy our expectation.
Tokyo is a small are without natures, crowded place especially
in central part. Then you see the culture of mixing one and another,
evolving new combinations. For example, having a cup of capcino in Japanese
traditional interia or Thai green curry with miso soup, antique chairs
and having formed green tea with hand- made potteries.
Karaoke, of course you know it, is the place to sing a song to release
your stress or enjoying the music video which is played in the display with
lyrics while you are singing.
Recently I have one favorite singer, who is Amuro-Namie.
Her songs are taseted in R&B or reggae, Although I see
much infuence of US there, but anyway, in she is hot.
What I like is "White light" which is a number giving
the girlish feeling to the person who sings the song.
I don't want to think anything now, I just want to move
my body not my brain. Time should pass quickly,
And I want to be around 30 or a little bit lower age
with experiences to be a translator of technical issues and
picture books both. then I don't have to care of the place
I work.
I'll work hard and what else can I do now.
My skill or experience may be a help in the future
to the one who I want to support.
I did lot of thing. no time to think deeply something,
I just do what I want to do and have to do.
Think deeply is one of my charactaristic point and
sometimes it seems too much.
I try to avoid thinking too much this week.
I had a short trip with friends to Izu, where is one of the famous
place to go within 1 days from Tokyo.
There are many hot spas there and the spa we went this time
was exactly facing to the ocean even I was worried that
someone in the seashore could see us with a telescope.
But actually it was really nice to be in the hot spa
with the view of the big ocean. it gave us the thinking
that the existance of people is really a part of a planet
and what I was confused is only a small tiny thing so that
it doesn't make a sence to crying over something.
Next day, I went to good cafes and karaoke with friends.
The cafe served us unique food and it satysfy our expectation.
Tokyo is a small are without natures, crowded place especially
in central part. Then you see the culture of mixing one and another,
evolving new combinations. For example, having a cup of capcino in Japanese
traditional interia or Thai green curry with miso soup, antique chairs
and having formed green tea with hand- made potteries.
Karaoke, of course you know it, is the place to sing a song to release
your stress or enjoying the music video which is played in the display with
lyrics while you are singing.
Recently I have one favorite singer, who is Amuro-Namie.
Her songs are taseted in R&B or reggae, Although I see
much infuence of US there, but anyway, in she is hot.
What I like is "White light" which is a number giving
the girlish feeling to the person who sings the song.
I don't want to think anything now, I just want to move
my body not my brain. Time should pass quickly,
And I want to be around 30 or a little bit lower age
with experiences to be a translator of technical issues and
picture books both. then I don't have to care of the place
I work.
I'll work hard and what else can I do now.
My skill or experience may be a help in the future
to the one who I want to support.
2008年11月1日土曜日
The caprices of a chance;)
As I get to be busy at work, some qusetions come up in my mind all the time.
1.Does it really make sence to work so hard?
2.Is there any other option to live my life?
Question 1 would be answered by following.
-"don't work so hard. work easy. it is all depend on you,
it is you who won't be needed in the campany if the severe economic
situation attack your company".
As for Q2, some of my female friends, in fact most girls
have the same thought in their mind at unconcious level,
give the answer like this. "Quit your job. Be a wife for someone".
Hey,no offence.Don't be angry boys but it is the fact.
It seems like a final escape route for girls to get married
to someone. I'm sure most girls tend to think about marriage
if they made a mistake in job or feel unconfortable with
business environment such as cost reduction, no budget,
report to who and who,responsibilty,compete to everything,
internal struggle, etc...
OK, I can say girls sit on the clture that it is actually OK
if they do well in the family.
But the qeustion is this.
What will the end of the marriage if you get married for escaping from
something? I guess it is only be a help to make the habitual style of avoiding
difficulities pretending that you take another option.
Here I would say marriage should be sponaneous.
If you couldn't meet someone who you really want to get married,
No meaning to be a blide.
If you like someone, You do like him/her.
For example, this situation may happen.
After you prepared completely for marriage,
you found that there is no one who you want to get married around you.
because you miss the person who you really wanted to be together with
while you were preparing!
In this case, what good is a time oriented thinking for marriage.
but sometimes situation doesn't allow couples to be together.
That is another story.
I myself haven't decided to get married with someone.
but at least don't want to miss the right person.
Of course no intention to chain, freedom should always
be owned for everyone.
1.Does it really make sence to work so hard?
2.Is there any other option to live my life?
Question 1 would be answered by following.
-"don't work so hard. work easy. it is all depend on you,
it is you who won't be needed in the campany if the severe economic
situation attack your company".
As for Q2, some of my female friends, in fact most girls
have the same thought in their mind at unconcious level,
give the answer like this. "Quit your job. Be a wife for someone".
Hey,no offence.Don't be angry boys but it is the fact.
It seems like a final escape route for girls to get married
to someone. I'm sure most girls tend to think about marriage
if they made a mistake in job or feel unconfortable with
business environment such as cost reduction, no budget,
report to who and who,responsibilty,compete to everything,
internal struggle, etc...
OK, I can say girls sit on the clture that it is actually OK
if they do well in the family.
But the qeustion is this.
What will the end of the marriage if you get married for escaping from
something? I guess it is only be a help to make the habitual style of avoiding
difficulities pretending that you take another option.
Here I would say marriage should be sponaneous.
If you couldn't meet someone who you really want to get married,
No meaning to be a blide.
If you like someone, You do like him/her.
For example, this situation may happen.
After you prepared completely for marriage,
you found that there is no one who you want to get married around you.
because you miss the person who you really wanted to be together with
while you were preparing!
In this case, what good is a time oriented thinking for marriage.
but sometimes situation doesn't allow couples to be together.
That is another story.
I myself haven't decided to get married with someone.
but at least don't want to miss the right person.
Of course no intention to chain, freedom should always
be owned for everyone.
2008年10月17日金曜日
2008年10月6日月曜日
Relax and inspire
Whenever you feel stress, you may need a cup of coffee with
soft milk form.
If there is art there, it could be wonderful more than anything else..
Rei Harakami is one of the most impressive musicians.
Usually his music doens't have rylics.
you can feel nostalgia but someting new as well.
2008年10月5日日曜日
Houjyouki
"Change is the only thing which never change"
That is the word to open my eyes to new perspective.
Actually the same pharase is found in old Japanese history.
行く川の流れは、絶えることがなく、それでいて目の前を流れている水はもとの水ではない。流れのよどみに浮かぶ水の泡は、一方では消え、一方ではできあがり、長くそのままの状態であるということはない。世の中に存在する人も住まいも、またこのように変わりやすくはかないものである。
[The river never stop flowing, and the water never be the same.
Bubbles on the water are coming up on the serface, on the other hand, disappearing.
So do humans and homes.]
It might not be right translation;)
but something like this.
Some of you may know "houjyouki", which is one of the most famous japanese
old literature,written by kamono-choumei.
He had lived around twelve century in Heian era.
In Kanji, which is the character derived from China
and speaded over in Japan, Heian means "ease" or "peace".
it is easy to image how the Heian era was, wasn't it?
Of course there was wars even in peaceful age,
but relatively Heian era is the age of less wars and
stable time in Japanese history.
What I want to write today is not about
Heian era but the phare of CHANGE NEVER CHANGE.
There is nothing which keeps the same status.
unn,,,
Distance is the thing that I never be
able to control. Even if I make any effort as possible as I can,
without a magic, I would not be shorten the distance.
but why? why, why!
Not in technological way, but in financial tool,
the distance can be controled. In short,
you can control distance if you are special rich
enogh to own your jet plane and own pilot,
then you can fly anywhere you want, anytime.
It is like buying the time by money.
in fact you don't control the distance still because
owinig your own jet doesn't mean shortening the
distance. it means only you save your time to wait for bording time
in airport or don't have to be annoied by the high price of a ticket
and also don't have to be bothered to find good discount.
But it doesn't make any sense to crying over these
things that you can never change.
money is the thing of capitalism and the thing for restore
the value. Vaule is in the time you meet
someone who you want to meet. don't want to
measure it by capitalism, don't you think so?
It is much more reasonable to think how to
overcome the dificulities.
In basic, I think we have to be appreciated to have
someting you are passionated to over come.
People say that it is no use to remember the past
but everyone must have unforgettable memony,
so how can you forget it?
Sad and Bad memory can be forgettable,
But how about good one?
It is quite natural that you remeber enjoyable moment
if there is, with pictures or anything holding the moment.
No need to be pessimistic.
But very hard to fight the thing
you can never change.
The more you are realistic,
The more you know how difficult to overcome the difficulities.
It hurts me a lot
to recognize that I have no power to
change the situation,
why I am not the one who can work
everywhere in the world at this moment.
why poeple can't be with whom they want to be.
Repeatedly, meaningless to crying over someting.
We have to live with difficulities.
that is life. soon or later it will be solved.
the only thing we can do is to believe in future.
Nobody knows what will happen tomorrow.
If there is someone who can make him happy
more than you can,that should be a thing to be
appreciated.
If I'm not smile, someone who want me to smile
would be sad. Here what I can do is to keep smiling
and cheerful, good in job, everything.
That is the word to open my eyes to new perspective.
Actually the same pharase is found in old Japanese history.
行く川の流れは、絶えることがなく、それでいて目の前を流れている水はもとの水ではない。流れのよどみに浮かぶ水の泡は、一方では消え、一方ではできあがり、長くそのままの状態であるということはない。世の中に存在する人も住まいも、またこのように変わりやすくはかないものである。
[The river never stop flowing, and the water never be the same.
Bubbles on the water are coming up on the serface, on the other hand, disappearing.
So do humans and homes.]
It might not be right translation;)
but something like this.
Some of you may know "houjyouki", which is one of the most famous japanese
old literature,written by kamono-choumei.
He had lived around twelve century in Heian era.
In Kanji, which is the character derived from China
and speaded over in Japan, Heian means "ease" or "peace".
it is easy to image how the Heian era was, wasn't it?
Of course there was wars even in peaceful age,
but relatively Heian era is the age of less wars and
stable time in Japanese history.
What I want to write today is not about
Heian era but the phare of CHANGE NEVER CHANGE.
There is nothing which keeps the same status.
unn,,,
Distance is the thing that I never be
able to control. Even if I make any effort as possible as I can,
without a magic, I would not be shorten the distance.
but why? why, why!
Not in technological way, but in financial tool,
the distance can be controled. In short,
you can control distance if you are special rich
enogh to own your jet plane and own pilot,
then you can fly anywhere you want, anytime.
It is like buying the time by money.
in fact you don't control the distance still because
owinig your own jet doesn't mean shortening the
distance. it means only you save your time to wait for bording time
in airport or don't have to be annoied by the high price of a ticket
and also don't have to be bothered to find good discount.
But it doesn't make any sense to crying over these
things that you can never change.
money is the thing of capitalism and the thing for restore
the value. Vaule is in the time you meet
someone who you want to meet. don't want to
measure it by capitalism, don't you think so?
It is much more reasonable to think how to
overcome the dificulities.
In basic, I think we have to be appreciated to have
someting you are passionated to over come.
People say that it is no use to remember the past
but everyone must have unforgettable memony,
so how can you forget it?
Sad and Bad memory can be forgettable,
But how about good one?
It is quite natural that you remeber enjoyable moment
if there is, with pictures or anything holding the moment.
No need to be pessimistic.
But very hard to fight the thing
you can never change.
The more you are realistic,
The more you know how difficult to overcome the difficulities.
It hurts me a lot
to recognize that I have no power to
change the situation,
why I am not the one who can work
everywhere in the world at this moment.
why poeple can't be with whom they want to be.
Repeatedly, meaningless to crying over someting.
We have to live with difficulities.
that is life. soon or later it will be solved.
the only thing we can do is to believe in future.
Nobody knows what will happen tomorrow.
If there is someone who can make him happy
more than you can,that should be a thing to be
appreciated.
If I'm not smile, someone who want me to smile
would be sad. Here what I can do is to keep smiling
and cheerful, good in job, everything.
Grapevine 歌詞
思いつくままにグレープバインの歌詞を
書いてみた。
Grapevine is oneof my favorite group.
especially their lyrics are great.
here I wrote down their lyrics
as much as I can remenber.
-----------------------------------
雨が降っているのか
いないのか
いや、いるのか
I wonder that it is raining or not
it' not? no, it is.
--------------------------------
白い吐息はタバコなのかと
とぼけてみた
I pretend that I know
it is cigarette, not the breath.
けして
この町の歩きかたを
知らないわけじゃない
上着が要ることも
I do know how to walk this city
and need to wear a jacket.
------------------------------------
少しはこの場所に慣れた
余計なものまで手に入れた
イメージの違いに気づかなかった
I ggt used to be in this place
and got something that I had not
expected to have.
I didin't notice the differences
of image between us.
人の流れ眺めながら
時計をこの目で確かめるが
季節は変わり始めていた
いつの間にか
As watching the stream of people,
I check what time it is.
The season started to change
without recognizing.
そうきっと
昨日に疲れたんだ
ほんの少し
you must be tired of yesterday a little
情熱を捧げたままで
待ってたのか
Were you waiting to devote your passion?
光に満たされていく
この世界のなか
何を見ていられた
what have I seen in the world fiiling
with brightness?
誰もが浮かれて
分かり合ったつもりなら
それだけでいられた
心はただここにあった
Everyone seems to uderstand with eachother
and It should be enogh.
Just the heart is here.
-------------------------------
書いてみた。
Grapevine is oneof my favorite group.
especially their lyrics are great.
here I wrote down their lyrics
as much as I can remenber.
-----------------------------------
雨が降っているのか
いないのか
いや、いるのか
I wonder that it is raining or not
it' not? no, it is.
--------------------------------
白い吐息はタバコなのかと
とぼけてみた
I pretend that I know
it is cigarette, not the breath.
けして
この町の歩きかたを
知らないわけじゃない
上着が要ることも
I do know how to walk this city
and need to wear a jacket.
------------------------------------
少しはこの場所に慣れた
余計なものまで手に入れた
イメージの違いに気づかなかった
I ggt used to be in this place
and got something that I had not
expected to have.
I didin't notice the differences
of image between us.
人の流れ眺めながら
時計をこの目で確かめるが
季節は変わり始めていた
いつの間にか
As watching the stream of people,
I check what time it is.
The season started to change
without recognizing.
そうきっと
昨日に疲れたんだ
ほんの少し
you must be tired of yesterday a little
情熱を捧げたままで
待ってたのか
Were you waiting to devote your passion?
光に満たされていく
この世界のなか
何を見ていられた
what have I seen in the world fiiling
with brightness?
誰もが浮かれて
分かり合ったつもりなら
それだけでいられた
心はただここにあった
Everyone seems to uderstand with eachother
and It should be enogh.
Just the heart is here.
-------------------------------
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