Too curious

Time to time I really search for what I can be interested in.
It seems I am a person who can't stand without having anything entertain me.
At least I wanna feel something which LOOKS LIKE interesting.

Today I do net surfing though my mobile also PC, but nothing could catch my attention.
Fashion?-What I want to wear? how do I want to look like?
Concert?-Of which artist? which genre?POP, R&B, ROCK?
Amusement park?-What atractions? with who?
Sports?-winter sports? --no way, too cold to think about it
Drinking?- alchorl doesn't really work for me basically,
Parting?- for What?
Museum?- mmm...not really
Travel?- not bad, to where?
Painting?- Lazy to prepare matrerials,
BLogging?- ye...s, now writing...but.
Karaoke?- be in cold. very bad voice now.
Restaurant?- I want to experience really high level restaurant with great view. but not now.

I don't lke the status which I don't know what I want to do.
I feel energy inside me but nobody tell me how I release it. It is only me to
make the situation better as this is all concerned my self.

What make me weak is uncertin thing. It is also source of exiting but basically it totally depends on how you take it. I personally am thinking of where I'll be in next 6 months and unconciously start to prepare for it. -I hesitate to make any promise with friends in next 6 months for example-

Communication gets deeper as time goes and also it gets difficult to stay without it.
but how difficult to stop myself to go forward something what I'm interested in.
Think about the future, don't touch the forbidden apple.

many poeple, many thoughts.

I'm only one as you are, poeple usually don't see the context　behind the fact.
Nor do I. Really easy to lost the aim, and for what I have aim. what is the meaning to stick to do something? who knows, you know. I know!

Yes, I get back to myself know. time cunsuming time. but I needed it.